i don't know how to vent my emotions right now.
So many things happen lately i forgot i have this to use to
just pour out everything. but alas, this isn't my place to tell
those trivial and personal things in me.
i just want to ask and cry out if i'm such a bad person, a bad son, that these things happen to me and to my family.
i don't know whats wrong and whats right now, i cannot justify what i am feeling and however i reason out myself, it's always fall to the category of not acceptable.
i hope seeking normalcy in everything is not a wrong thing to hope or, asking things to stay
or return to its usual place is not that much to ask for.
i am presently finding reason to everything in my life. i hope i find it soon.
