... fear, confuse, disoriented, you can't feel everything. you try to understand what's happening. darkness surround you and as you try to see everything, you cant discern light around you. you are falling to the dismal abyss.
you try to catch your breathe, you gasp for air, but as you feel the pull of the ground you cannot fathom, something constrict your body within. air escaping. it's like your drowning and yet you're in the air. you try to flap your arms, your legs but that won't help. you try to scream but no sound come out from your lips. there is nothing but the endless feeling of falling...
falling ...
and falling.
when will this stop? when will you reach the end of it? when will you hit the ground, if there is any.
nothing,
but the endless darkness...,
but the endless space around...
but the endless uncertainties...
...of life.
